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The ACHE
I was going to write about the Inner Mean Girl thing – for the record – it’s going ok. I’m working on speaking kinder to myself and while I miss the gossip sites, I think it’s more out of routine … Continue reading
Confessions
There are some things I try really hard not to do. Eat crap. Be lazy. Think about a land where Foster lived. But sometimes my mind goes there… I wonder what it would be like if he were 4&1/2 months … Continue reading
Kindness
Sometimes I forget how gentle the world can be – especially when I’m afraid of my rough edges, seeping wounds and awkward brain. Today I ran some errands and was wrapped in kindness everywhere I went. From the lady at … Continue reading
Tin can
Variations on a theme. Another stage of mourning I suppose, but I feel just so used up. So empty and worthless. Not in a pity-party kind of way, but in a deeply tired in my soul way. Like a used … Continue reading
8 weeks
I have no idea what it would be like to mother a child that’s 8 weeks old. Foster has been gone for 8 weeks, and it feels like a lifetime ago, although there’s this gap here. There’s a lot of … Continue reading