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		<title>The ACHE</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/08/29/the-ache/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2010 01:04:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was going to write about the Inner Mean Girl thing &#8211; for the record &#8211; it&#8217;s going ok. I&#8217;m working on speaking kinder to myself and while I miss the gossip sites, I think it&#8217;s more out of routine &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/08/29/the-ache/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Confessions</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/08/06/confessions/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Aug 2010 13:22:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[There are some things I try really hard not to do. Eat crap. Be lazy. Think about a land where Foster lived. But sometimes my mind goes there&#8230; I wonder what it would be like if he were 4&#038;1/2 months &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/08/06/confessions/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Kindness</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/06/04/kindness/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2010 17:15:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=194</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Sometimes I forget how gentle the world can be &#8211; especially when I&#8217;m afraid of my rough edges, seeping wounds and awkward brain. Today I ran some errands and was wrapped in kindness everywhere I went. From the lady at &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/06/04/kindness/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Tin can</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/19/tin-can/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 20 May 2010 02:01:58 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Variations on a theme. Another stage of mourning I suppose, but I feel just so used up. So empty and worthless. Not in a pity-party kind of way, but in a deeply tired in my soul way. Like a used &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/19/tin-can/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>8 weeks</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/18/8-weeks/</link>
		<comments>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/18/8-weeks/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 19 May 2010 03:25:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=173</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I have no idea what it would be like to mother a child that&#8217;s 8 weeks old. Foster has been gone for 8 weeks, and it feels like a lifetime ago, although there&#8217;s this gap here. There&#8217;s a lot of &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/18/8-weeks/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Falling down</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/15/falling-down/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 15 May 2010 13:53:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=170</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[That&#8217;s what it feels like. I feel like my life is falling down around me. On Thursday I was laid off from my job as an Account Manager. As in, no job to go back to in August when I &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/15/falling-down/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Touching a hot stove</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/10/touching-a-hot-stove/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 11 May 2010 02:59:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=162</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[will burn. As will opening and reading a thread about kid updates. I thought I could do it &#8211; I thought I could open the thread and see how my internet friends were doing with their babies and kids and &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/05/10/touching-a-hot-stove/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>Planning</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/30/planning/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 30 Apr 2010 13:46:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=128</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I never want to plan a memorial for a child ever again. It&#8217;s almost paralyzing to have to decide how to mark the 39 weeks my son resided in my world, and the impact his life and death and birth &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/30/planning/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>From before</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/16/from-before/</link>
		<comments>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/16/from-before/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 17 Apr 2010 02:41:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=110</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Just over a month before Foster died and was born, I had this dream that I recounted to a dear friend in an email. Thanks for the complements &#8211; I do feel huge, but I am excited about meeting this &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/16/from-before/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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		<title>I never knew</title>
		<link>http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/15/i-never-knew/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2010 01:57:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://nerdnuggets.com/?p=107</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I never knew how often babies died before, during after birth. I never understood the pain of miscarriages and infertility until I joined my dear forums (H!, DIP) and the pain and loss I&#8217;ve witnessed some very dear people endure &#8230; <a href="http://nerdnuggets.com/2010/04/15/i-never-knew/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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