Tags
after angry beer before belonging birth blogging breech business cats dreams Family FML focus Foster fuck this shit health hope insomnia invisible friend Karl life lost love marketing memorial Mirena IUD misc mothering moving pregnancy sad self esteem sleep spring stillborn stupid shit people say suburbs tired type A vaginal waiting warm work youtube
Tag Archives: love
The ACHE
I was going to write about the Inner Mean Girl thing – for the record – it’s going ok. I’m working on speaking kinder to myself and while I miss the gossip sites, I think it’s more out of routine … Continue reading
Bursting
Today we are cleaning. Not just a wipe up company’s coming kind of cleaning. No, I’m talking about taking things off shelves, reorganizing kind of clean. The cleaning that is driven by something other than company coming (ok, in addition … Continue reading
Quiet
There are days now where I sit on the couch, and my company is a 15 year old cat. I watch her as she sleeps, twitching in dreamstate and I wonder what part of our life together she’s dreaming of. … Continue reading
Random passage
Today I randomly met up with someone I knew when I was 16 and in a theatre troop called Insight Theatre. It was improv, and I’m too self conscious to try that again, but I loved it when I was … Continue reading
Thankful.
So much of this last year has been hard. Karl’s illness. My job, and keeping everything going. Being pregnant. Losing Foster. Losing my job. The chickens all dying. Putting Dolan down. Job hunting. And yet I am so deeply thankful … Continue reading